Bitter Sweet.... Kindergarten Registration

This is Sydney's picture from her first day of preschool this year, which is one of my faves. This morning I went and registered her for kindergarten!!! Oh my gosh, where has all that time gone, it has just flown by, and I can't believe that my baby is going to actually be starting kindergarten, aka Big Kid School. I know that she is more than ready and can't wait to go. I know she is also so smart and artistic and will love all the fun projects that she will do in class. But I can't believe what a hard time I am having, and she hasn't even started yet!!! I thought how nice it will be to have both kids in school and gone. I thought how wonderful it will be not have to worry about what are we going to do today. But all in all, I am sooo sad, since now my baby will be in school everyday from now on. I always thought that I would of had another baby by now, and for the circumstances, hasn't happened it. I guess it comes with the sacrifice of leaving California for a better opportunity for our family, or having a house- more space, a more kid friendly area, and also some other benefits. But in doing that, we sacrificed a bit of job security and also health insurance with Jeremy being self employed. So my heart is full right now, wondering what the future holds and if we will ever have that one more baby I was hoping to have. But I am excited to see the kids growing up and doing so well in their lives, in that aspect I am truly blessed....